Know The Team Through BTS - Sadie

Sadie's "BTS making me cry" montage

Hi Everyone! I wanted to share with you my personal “BTS Spotify Playlist”. I decided for this playlist to pick 8 songs that mean a lot to me. It wasn’t easy though, to get it down to 8 songs has been harder than i thought but I took some good advice and listened to my gut and here are my songs. I hope you enjoy!

Spring day

This is perhaps the most heartbreakingly beautiful song I’ve ever heard. The sense of emotion and loss in the lyrics, the hauntingly beautiful melody of the tune, and the nostalgic, happy yet sad feeling of the video made this song, which was unlike other songs I’d heard from BTS, unforgettable. This song still often makes me cry, almost every time I hear it. Yoongi's verse, and everything thereafter is often what makes me cry the most. I still haven’t heard a song like this, and I don’t think I ever will.

Serendipity

Serendipity...this song just makes me beam from ear to ear. Back when I first became ARMY, I spent days, cuddled up in bed, constantly replaying this song. Days were spent wrapped up in my quilt, watching the video on my TV. It gave me such a happy, warm feeling and I just couldn’t and wouldn’t stop listening to it, and I didn’t want to either. The vocals, the melody, the video, everything about this song made me happy and it made my heart leap. For me personally, this is the first song I’ve listened to that made me feel like a song could actually make you fall in love, and this song makes me fall In love over and over again. This song, to me, really resembles what true love should feel like.

Magic Shop

“So show me, I’ll show you.” Hearing this song when the album came out, made me emotional. It made me smile inside and out, and I connected with it before I’d even read the lyric translation! Then once I did, I cried, and often still do, even more so since hearing it live. Though it's a happy sort or cry rather than a sad one; the song helped pick me up constantly. It’s a song where BTS tell me that even when I’m down, even if I feel broken, or alone, everything will be okay, and when I listen to it, I believe them. 

Euphoria

Describing this song in words is going to be hard, just like the others. Never has a song made me so happy. Hearing it just made me want to run, to spin around, to fly. When I listen to it I want to run around with friends; I want to spin around in the warm sun, feel weightless, care free, like nothing is wrong with the world. I genuinely feel like I’m in my own little utopia. This song means a lot to me, and so to honour this song and my love for it, I even had some of the lyrics tattooed on my arm, so this song, the feelings and the memories that come with it, will stay with me forever. 

Young Forever

Young forever...This is the song on this list that I heard first. This was one of those songs that really drew me in to BTS and a big part of what made me become ARMY. The lyrics really resonated with me at a difficult time in my life and I really connected deeply with the song, and the members at this point. This is kind of when I realised that there was no going back, and they were going to change my life.

Just One Day

So I know this is a bit different to the rest of the list and you may not have expected to see this here, but this song is one I fell in love with. I’m an absolute sucker for this song and always will be. Its such a sweet song, and I adore the video. It simply never fails to fill me with immense love and happiness.

Answer: Love Myself

This song is just honestly so beautiful. That can be said for most of BTS songs but I really don’t know what other word I can use to describe it. It's a song that helps us learn to be a little kinder to ourselves, to tell us that we are loved, and that we too should love ourselves. It helps tell us to value ourselves, and I felt personally like it was a song for both BTS and Army from both of us, to both of us, about how we have showed BTS that they too have reasons to love themselves, and that they have showed us the same. I felt like this song connected us all, and really explained how BTS and ARMY felt. This is another song that makes me cry, but they are complete happy tears, and tears of gratitude. It makes me feel grateful for discovering BTS, their music and themselves, and grateful for how they changed my life.

Best Of Me

This is a song I found early on in my ARMY life, and it was one I listened to constantly. It holds a lot of nostalgia and memories for me. BTS really did have the best of me, and also helped bring out the best of me too. As I’ve said before, I found BTS at a hard time in my life, and this was a song that really picked me up.

And that is that..I guess I cry a lot haha!

As I’m sure you can tell, all of these songs mean a lot to me. It was hard to describe why but I hope this gives you an insight into me, my personality, my journey as an ARMY, and a look into what BTS mean to me and have done for me. 

Thank you for taking the time to read this and I hope you enjoyed it and enjoy the songs on this list.

You can cry along with Sadie's Spotify playlist at the following link: Sadie's "BTS making me cry" montage